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Regrets

Monday, November 30, 2009 10:36 AM / to top

here i am sitting near the window pane, having to finally find some source of internet.
i don't know how long it'll take as i'm depending on the amount money inside the card.lol. But i guess there's enough spare for me to write /type a new entry.

Surprisingly this DST broadband thing is quite fast. no actually it's super fast.
Anyhow, the holidays are going off with a fine start.
though i'm still having the automatic tear drops. i'm moving on. i guess. at least i try to.

Does anybody how it feels?
when you're reminded of that person. by listening to their favourite songs or songs that reminded you of them, photos you've kept to gaze into her beautiful eyes and the countless mentions of her name by others. All things that created a smile on my face, now have left with pain.

Though, I'll say this.
i will never regret. Never will i regret. know that no matter what you'll always be inside my thoughts.
though the pain is like a paper cut where the cut grows deeper.
the cut is slowly healed. though it'll take some time to get used to.

I will have to try since i have no other choices.
I'm sorry if i've ever placed you in a position where you dislike.

Anyhow spent sometime yesterday with my sibs. Had movie marathon in my room.
haha. it was fuun. finally we're watching some movies. i never got to finish a movie back then.lol. too occupied.

Will update with you again folks. i need to cook breakfast for the sibs.haha.

Arif

PS: NEWMOON= AWESOMEEEEE!!! :D

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Sunday, November 22, 2009 7:31 PM / to top

I'm missing my friends :/

It's so weird how these things work.
Once, you hang out too much around each other. I mean, from 7 in the morning till 4 in the afternoon doing nothing but being crazy. With the addition of countless outings, heart to hearts and laughters together.

you're attached to them.

and you're practically family...

Can't wait to see you guys tomorrow.

still a lonely boy,
Arif

p.s. Sorry for the non update days and YES FREEDOM.

Here's something for you guys. Taeyang's wedding dress MV and Leona Lewis's Happy MV. they're both somewhat similar and painful.

November blues

Tuesday, November 10, 2009 12:51 AM / to top

Life's a crapper isn't it?
i mean lately?
October was great while it lasted,definitely one of the best seasons i've ever had!
the i-don't-know-season.right sils?

November = Exams,exams and exams and the heart-break-season.
another theory at hand.sighs...

well on the bright side, history was somewhat do-able! :D
i'd be so glad if i get a big fat crucnchy C :)

Wish me luck with English tomorrow!
Ahh... it's finally coming to an end.
paradise is waiting for me on the other side!Holiday that is! :D

G'night mates,
Arif

I shall paint this post in blue, just like my heart is...
November blues.